Had to do it

Dear Lulu,
Phil has reminded me that the point of this is spontaneity. I didn't really want to look like a keener or anything but I have to remember that this is for you and no one else.

I was going to write about how much fun you have with the dogs, and how Daisy and Hudson are so protective of you and love it when you play with them.....

but, it's 10 o'clock in the evening, and I'm feeding you. And I'm just so amazed at how beautiful you are. You're this perfect little baby. And when you look at me...well....sometimes you look like you know just how perfect you are...and that scares the hell out of me. But sometimes you just look so happy, so content to just be where you are, attached to ma at the boob.. sucking the life force out of me.

You'll know what I mean when you're older.

I love you so much,

ma